insomnia

If you know me, you know I'm a planner. Or a dreamer. Perhaps a combination?? Well, I get on these kicks of trying to figure out what I'm going to do with the rest of my life. Or what I'm going to major in. And what I'm going to minor in. Or what I'm going to do next May when I graduate. You get the idea. Seeing that it is 1:00 am on a Friday, it should be obvious that I am on one of these kicks. I can't fall asleep, so I figured instead of trying I would share my musings and silent anxiety-driven mental rants with all of you.

I am approaching my senior year of college. Here are the majors I have been through:
1. Interior Design (freshman year)
2. Family Social Science (sophomore year)
3. Spanish Studies (current)

And the minors...
1. Economics
2. Family Social Science
3. Teaching English as a Second Language

#3 on the minor list is what I am currently contemplating. You see, my problem is that I LOVE to contemplate this stuff. It's what I do. Which makes me think I want to be some type of career counselor/high school guidance counselor someday. But that's another topic.

HOW MUCH DOES A MINOR MATTER???? I think it doesn't. I also think that if anyone ever looks at my college transcript, they will think, "This girl cannot make up her mind and is spastic". I have courses in Design, Spanish, Economics, Self-Defense, Family Social Science, Music Therapy, and a whole bunch of other random stuff. Maybe they'll consider me well-rounded. So ANYWAYS, I had been planning on minoring in Family Social Science, since I have a fair amount of credits in the department already. However, I really don't want to take the remaining 2 classes that I need for the minor. SO, I had signed up for 2 Chicano Studies classes this fall about Immigration and border issues that just sounded interesting. Now, I'm thinking about dropping the Family Social Science minor and adding a Teaching English as a Second Language minor. I figured it out, and I can do the whole minor in my remaining 2 semesters. Are you confused yet???? Luckily, there is a hold on my record from the advising department so I can't drop and add classes right now. I think that was probably wise of them to block me from changing my registration, because I get click-happy and change my entire schedule all the time.

So, what do you think? If you followed any of that. I'm starting to feel nauseous, I think I'll try to count sheep now or something.